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:iconaluraborealis:

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I've noticed, through talking with friends and even just observing people I've got less of a relationship with, that a lot of people nowadays seem to find any possible excuse to hate their bodies.

And (un)surprisingly, it's hardly a thought that's just suddenly planted in a person's head. There's a lot of high standards lately, for things that range from weight to how even your breasts are to your stretch marks to where you shave and how often. Sometimes it's specific, like someone commenting on how small your chest is (or penis, to be fair, though obviously the model in this shot is a female).

As for myself, aside from being hassled ocassionally in younger grades (elementary school) over my weight, and then later on as puberty had fully and undeniably set in and worked its magic over my hips and ass, I wondered over just how 'curvy' was curvy as opposed to a euphemism for fat.

I've gone through two main depressive episodes in my life (yes, I can say this with certainty, as my therapist agrees) and during both, I used cutting as a means of emotional release. Not a smart idea, and I've since found better ways of managing that sort of thing, but I still have very numerous, very obvious scarring over the better part of my thighs. I can't wear shorts -- or even capris, for that matter -- without double-takes from people who don't know me, and outright questions or accusations from those who do. I don't really blame them, as they're not easy to miss, but it's not done wonders for my self-esteem concerning my body.

That said, I've recently started really looking at myself while naked, and I discovered something: I actually like the way I look.

You don't have to be perfect to find yourself attractive, or even for someone else to; my girlfriend ( ~MrsFreddieMercury ) has seen me naked (don't worry, we used a condom -- oh, wait...) and she expressed that she thought I was 'beautiful', which wasn't something I heard much of before.

So, here's my scars, in full view, for anyone out there who's struggling with self-harm, scars from accidents/surgeries, or just doesn't like the way they look for some other reason. I'm not ashamed of my body anymore.

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Sticky-notes say "Imperfect is Perfection", in case it's difficult to read; hence the title.

Model: Me
Photographer: Also me
Unnecessarily long Artist's Comments: Unfortunately ALSO me. -shot-

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:iconwolfspoet:
your photo is really good...and it makes me really sad...i know how you feel...i know this feeling...
:iconpurplepanday:
i love how you showed the idea
im faving this <3

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[}i{] :jackdirt:
:iconaluraborealis:
Thank you <3

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Nullum magnum ingenium sine mixtura dementiae fuit.
:iconmrsfreddiemercury:
"(don't worry, we used a condom -- oh, wait...)"

I'M SECRETLY A TRANSSEXUAL?? O:

and yes, you are beautiful. anyone who doesn't agree has poor taste. (not that it matters much; you're mine. u_____u -shot- <3)

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"Oh, I know you know! I know your kind. You know, the knowing kind. The kind who happen to be knowledgeable about these sorts of know-hows." -- Gram Parsons as portrayed by ~Katzeh
:iconaluraborealis:
LOL More like a lesbian sex joke, but. xD --WAIT WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THIS? OGAD. ;; -shot-

Aww, thank you. C: :heart: (That's very true, and the possessiveness is a cute look on you. u______u -shotaswell- <3)

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Nullum magnum ingenium sine mixtura dementiae fuit.
:icontoph-luvs-zuko:
(How do you know you're not a man, huh? E__________________E LOL SHOVE A PENCIL DOWN THERE. :heart: )

You look wonderful and I think all colors ranging from your skin, your shirt, your underwear, the blanket and the backwall contrast nicely and it -- brings out the scars which, in my opinion, bring out the meaning. C: Wonderful. :heart:

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"There's no use throwin' a TV set out the window for the sake of throwin' a TV set out the window. But if you get a lousy picture then you have an excuse." ~ Angus Young
:iconmrsfreddiemercury:
I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE! ;_______; -wtfshot-

(;; i only do it to make you lol, anyway. <3)

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"Oh, I know you know! I know your kind. You know, the knowing kind. The kind who happen to be knowledgeable about these sorts of know-hows." -- Gram Parsons as portrayed by ~Katzeh
:iconaluraborealis:
(Well, I haven't had DEFINITIVE proof yet, but... E_________E; LOL IT'S TEMPTING FOR A CROSS-DRESSING PHOTO.)

Thank you -- I'm glad someone noticed the colors, because I was so happy when I realized that yes, they went together as well as I thought they did. ;0; :heart:

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Nullum magnum ingenium sine mixtura dementiae fuit.
:iconmideaddarkness:
as the standards of beauty climb, it's just another excuse for eating disorders and mutilation- looks like this subject is far too disregarded in society. thankfully, some get out alive. unfortunately, some don't live to tell the tale. it's sad we can't cure the world of such a sickness.




*and the world goes 'round and 'round*

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hey man- its not my fault that the world makes me oblivious to myself. i'm still a creature, but i'm dying.
:iconchippo-chan:
That is just the most wonderful thing to read and the picture makes clear sense. After reading what you wrote it does get a person thinking, and how everything is on the eyes of the beholder. and to know that our body is something we take care of and it takes time to see the changes from when we are insecure kids to a confident happy person! beautiful work ^-^

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TUKA TUKA TUKA!!!

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